Just a quick note to say thanks for watching those silly movies, I know they are long. The nectarine,"Attack of the Jelly Lady " movie was something that I intended to be a gift, but I was not happy with the actress portraying me in the kitchen, that was just not the real me, I would never be so bossy! Ashley's actor was great, except she got the hair all wrong, considering the damage blue does to your hair, I guess that was just too much of a stretch. The movie also seems to be missing a final ending, but my camera man was also tired of the actress' and the story. We always love to watch, "The Bunny" those tiny kids, the sweet Easter day, you can just feel the warmth of the day, and a killer bunny? We always love, "I have to squish!" Recently, I realized that most people who don't know much about Christianity, think that Christmas is our biggest and most favorite Holiday, that gifts and big sumptuous dinners are considered the best day for us, but really, if you know us, its Easter. Easter is the day that we all live for, it is the true meaning, the whole enchilada, and its the tomb, that was empty. The great day, comes after 40 days of darkness, of wandering in the wilderness,being tempted by all that is evil, and Ash Wednesday starts it, fat Tuesday precedes it!
I came too my first home Church through Ash Wednesday, through Lent, and the ways of the repentant Christian life, from one family that was the good Samaritan for me, I was on the path, they lifted me up. I am still very glad it was the University St., Berkeley Lutheran Church, but no matter what it was the start of a path that brought me to higher learning and a better faith in the God; He is the Highest and greatest love of all, and He, Father, Son and Holy Ghost,loves us. All of us, even those who feel less worth, of love. If you notice, my life is not the great in things, but it is greater in the heart, I need my family and that includes my Church family. For the next 40 days, I plan to give up the one thing that I think will change my reflection, alcohol. Sounds easy, sure, but it will change me, and my reflection. May you find Joy on your path, and in these next 40 days, hold on, don't give up-- you are not alone, pray, or just write~~ I am listening.
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
I love YOUtube !
I wanted to remind y'all, that YOUtube is for everyone! This is the last frontier of free publishing, and we are right to do this. No matter what you think of the Internet, you choose your show, and if the copyright infringement laws are disturbing stand in line! I happen to know first hand , when someone uses your images, --well get over it! Or should I say, ahem, take it as a compliment, we know that its all out there, but we WILL HAVE TO PROTECT OUR OWN by publishing truths.
Nothing is free, except our minds~
i want you-- I want you on YOUtube!
Arrive without traveling
:))))) this was very moving, Concert For George Harrison~ It needs to get out there, please just watch---listen open your heart...
I really want to hear more by Jeff Lynne , Anoushka is absolutely amazing~ what a gifted young woman, she will inspire so many to learn sitar! what an honor to have friends like these. I never knew George Harrison, I also never knew that anyone could be so musically generous--when I hear this I know what he was trying to say a little better.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLkPxNmYs_A
this "My Sweet Lord" is huge-- with all the talk today of stolen music, and how he plainly took the blame for this...it was a shame! Look at how this is played in this video...No one cares what religion it is about, no one wants to cover this up in any way, this is love ---in a way we can all be proud as people, there is a way, love shows you! I really want to be with you--
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvH6fxP5hMo
alleluia
I really want to hear more by Jeff Lynne , Anoushka is absolutely amazing~ what a gifted young woman, she will inspire so many to learn sitar! what an honor to have friends like these. I never knew George Harrison, I also never knew that anyone could be so musically generous--when I hear this I know what he was trying to say a little better.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QLkPxNmYs_A
this "My Sweet Lord" is huge-- with all the talk today of stolen music, and how he plainly took the blame for this...it was a shame! Look at how this is played in this video...No one cares what religion it is about, no one wants to cover this up in any way, this is love ---in a way we can all be proud as people, there is a way, love shows you! I really want to be with you--
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvH6fxP5hMo
alleluia
Just keep swimming...
This one is for all the lonely travelers, may you find smiling faces, safe voyages, and great nosh!
Saturday, February 14, 2009
I was up all night!~on YOUtube!
WOW, this is a brave new world! Last night my super cool Blu Ray player downloaded a new program, it can interface YOUtube directly to my TELE! YEA! Okay, if you know me, you'd know how much I despise broadcast Tele~vision, I believe that it is this brainwashing device that feeds you --packaged processed poop; Information that at some point may have been new or newish, but not necessarily what is really true or even wholly complete. I have seen them make these news shows, they chop them into oblivion, and they cut and paste worse than a congressman with a seat to sell. Dont even ask me what is on, or what is the latest Lost episode, or what is the new ad that bothers everyone the most, I dont even want to know. We just dont do it, and if I need John Stewart I go to HULU.com and then I get my laughs and my news, and yep that is plenty! hes just too funny. See what a distraction it is, and its not even on! Our BLUE RAY HAS YOU TUBE! I know! I was on there downloading all sorts of great music, I an pleased to see Musicians using this outlet for us to see things we might never have seen, even the oldest concerts can be found-- Al Di Meola One Night in SF was on there, and my old favorites Laaz Rockit, just about brought me to tears! I put a few movies up that I love of my family and I enjoying Redding, very personal and silly, but they are keyworded in Shasta or masloff. I plan to do some new movies and yes the panda book. But what a time I had looking for all of my favorite musicians, and people and places, right there. My teenagers love to hear my stories of growing up and the people I knew, (and they often wish I still knew, but) seeing them is good enough, for us.
Wow, what memories are linked to music, and this is proven in a new book that is out that I have been enjoying
Musicophilia: Tales of Music and the Brain by Oliver Sacks
A serious collection of storied documenting the brain and how it reacts to sounds, even non musical sounds. When I hear a train, I always think I am in a house that we lived in Cotati, weird, but I just get this strange time and place feeling, even though as a young child my Mother lived quite near train and bart. The train sound that we get here in Redding is at least ten miles away, its nowhere near here, but the terrain is just right for it to echo sound for us to hear. Trains come through Redding frequently, it is still home to the largest land owner Southern Pacific, and these trains often pass through in the earliest dawn hours. I hear it usually in my sleep, so that is why I can easily go back to a different time and place with one sound. Its always a nice familiar feeling, thought startling how vivid the memory is associated with this sound.
This is the same with music for me, I have a particular oddity to some music that haunts me, even though I have tried to tried to deny it. My peculiar prophetic life, has brought me signs that are unavoidable, and sadly there is one that is a tell tale sign. I can say, that I have been able to obtain every job I have ever applied for, but I can also say that GOD, let's me know when it is time to go... To make this a short story, if I hear, "Mother and Child Reunion, " by Simon and Garfunkel, I know its over. The first time-I was sure I heard that song, for miles , I was in my car and it was weird, I could hear it, like an ear worm,over and over- but it was on the Radio, and the words just haunted me, " well I would not give you false hope on this strange and mournful day, but the mother and child reunion is only a motion away" If you have heard it, you might have wondered the meaning behind the words, I too have wondered! I wrote Paul Simon, and told him my strange affiliations , he must have thought I was --not worth writing back to, I never heard anything back, but what is there to say? Paul Simon, he's got profound lyrics that haunt the most common of people and sure anyone can put meaning on words when it makes an epiphany apparent. What is this human connection with music, why does it becon us with personal experiences? T.Berry Brazleton, a Pediatrician, once said that the African mothers sing special songs to the children , short songs when they would be going on short leave, and long songs for those times when they had to seek comfort for long treks accross the desert to find food, water or shelter. I loved this image of comforting a child with music; words that comfort with a tune, a respective familiar tone to create memories of life consistant with the eminent passage ahead.
I was looking back at the Live aid concerts, and thinking when did musicans stop having this kind of inviting contributive concerts? Was is a lost cause? Remember when we thought protesting with music was effective, and not just --entertaining? Youtube actually offers what is, essentially-- free outlets for any type of protest and advertising and even imagery for anyone to invite contributions for any group, without the need to pay broadcast TELE-poop! What would it take to start a grass roots awareness of taking back our government for the people by the people, of the people? What song would we sing? One two three , what are we figting for....
Those who are up in arms now, all steamed up, they are the ones so happy for the past 8 years and sat on their hands happy to have thier president, but now, they are so unhappy? If they expect our country to get fixed in one month what took the past 20 years to defile, think again...
I am thinking of a song, and it sounds like --how can you say your saving me when you have to have that gun, how can you just walk away when you just shot and killed someone, how can you lie to me and say that isnt wrong, how can you bring the peace when you have to have that gun...It was a song , and I heard it in my dream, my dream of the War in Iraq, and a tiny robed child stood there with a huge automatic weapon, and he stood on the bodies of american men and chanted to me...while the dirt swirled around his body...
Music is the window to the soul, and when it is opened it can take you anywhere you want to go, just by listening.
We can effectively try, to control our surroundings, to create a life we are familiar with to comfort ourself from strife, a bubble but that will burst. And when our lives get too complicated we can jump into a vehicle and travel far far away from all things familiar to avoid the responsibilities of humbling house and chores. When we get far away, we miss home, and then we long to return! A song brings us back to the romancing of the ordinary and it is all so much simpler, to see. In a book that I love, by Theodore and Kermit Roosevelt, Titled, " On the trail of the Giant Panda" the Roosevelt's are traveling through the Mountains of Tibet, and they meet the illuminous Tao. Tao is quite taken with this Influencial American and his stories of travel and he says , "why must people travel so far , so that they can just miss home? To be where you are is good enough" I loved that, and then Tao let Roosevelt name his child! Yes, he named him Quenton, after Jacks Brother! Ok, that is a whole other story; but the music I hear with that is this is something by George Harrison, when he was in his Shankar stages, and this sitar is playing and they are singing, Know everything without going anywhere, be all things without being ...Oh how I wish I would have seen one of his concerts. When I hear beatles , I hear my childhood, I just can hardly bear it! So I will close with the link to a concert that I would have liked to have been at, but loved to see on DVD and now on Youtube,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAkZyCvlWsg
Wow, what memories are linked to music, and this is proven in a new book that is out that I have been enjoying
Musicophilia: Tales of Music and the Brain by Oliver Sacks
A serious collection of storied documenting the brain and how it reacts to sounds, even non musical sounds. When I hear a train, I always think I am in a house that we lived in Cotati, weird, but I just get this strange time and place feeling, even though as a young child my Mother lived quite near train and bart. The train sound that we get here in Redding is at least ten miles away, its nowhere near here, but the terrain is just right for it to echo sound for us to hear. Trains come through Redding frequently, it is still home to the largest land owner Southern Pacific, and these trains often pass through in the earliest dawn hours. I hear it usually in my sleep, so that is why I can easily go back to a different time and place with one sound. Its always a nice familiar feeling, thought startling how vivid the memory is associated with this sound.
This is the same with music for me, I have a particular oddity to some music that haunts me, even though I have tried to tried to deny it. My peculiar prophetic life, has brought me signs that are unavoidable, and sadly there is one that is a tell tale sign. I can say, that I have been able to obtain every job I have ever applied for, but I can also say that GOD, let's me know when it is time to go... To make this a short story, if I hear, "Mother and Child Reunion, " by Simon and Garfunkel, I know its over. The first time-I was sure I heard that song, for miles , I was in my car and it was weird, I could hear it, like an ear worm,over and over- but it was on the Radio, and the words just haunted me, " well I would not give you false hope on this strange and mournful day, but the mother and child reunion is only a motion away" If you have heard it, you might have wondered the meaning behind the words, I too have wondered! I wrote Paul Simon, and told him my strange affiliations , he must have thought I was --not worth writing back to, I never heard anything back, but what is there to say? Paul Simon, he's got profound lyrics that haunt the most common of people and sure anyone can put meaning on words when it makes an epiphany apparent. What is this human connection with music, why does it becon us with personal experiences? T.Berry Brazleton, a Pediatrician, once said that the African mothers sing special songs to the children , short songs when they would be going on short leave, and long songs for those times when they had to seek comfort for long treks accross the desert to find food, water or shelter. I loved this image of comforting a child with music; words that comfort with a tune, a respective familiar tone to create memories of life consistant with the eminent passage ahead.
I was looking back at the Live aid concerts, and thinking when did musicans stop having this kind of inviting contributive concerts? Was is a lost cause? Remember when we thought protesting with music was effective, and not just --entertaining? Youtube actually offers what is, essentially-- free outlets for any type of protest and advertising and even imagery for anyone to invite contributions for any group, without the need to pay broadcast TELE-poop! What would it take to start a grass roots awareness of taking back our government for the people by the people, of the people? What song would we sing? One two three , what are we figting for....
Those who are up in arms now, all steamed up, they are the ones so happy for the past 8 years and sat on their hands happy to have thier president, but now, they are so unhappy? If they expect our country to get fixed in one month what took the past 20 years to defile, think again...
I am thinking of a song, and it sounds like --how can you say your saving me when you have to have that gun, how can you just walk away when you just shot and killed someone, how can you lie to me and say that isnt wrong, how can you bring the peace when you have to have that gun...It was a song , and I heard it in my dream, my dream of the War in Iraq, and a tiny robed child stood there with a huge automatic weapon, and he stood on the bodies of american men and chanted to me...while the dirt swirled around his body...
Music is the window to the soul, and when it is opened it can take you anywhere you want to go, just by listening.
We can effectively try, to control our surroundings, to create a life we are familiar with to comfort ourself from strife, a bubble but that will burst. And when our lives get too complicated we can jump into a vehicle and travel far far away from all things familiar to avoid the responsibilities of humbling house and chores. When we get far away, we miss home, and then we long to return! A song brings us back to the romancing of the ordinary and it is all so much simpler, to see. In a book that I love, by Theodore and Kermit Roosevelt, Titled, " On the trail of the Giant Panda" the Roosevelt's are traveling through the Mountains of Tibet, and they meet the illuminous Tao. Tao is quite taken with this Influencial American and his stories of travel and he says , "why must people travel so far , so that they can just miss home? To be where you are is good enough" I loved that, and then Tao let Roosevelt name his child! Yes, he named him Quenton, after Jacks Brother! Ok, that is a whole other story; but the music I hear with that is this is something by George Harrison, when he was in his Shankar stages, and this sitar is playing and they are singing, Know everything without going anywhere, be all things without being ...Oh how I wish I would have seen one of his concerts. When I hear beatles , I hear my childhood, I just can hardly bear it! So I will close with the link to a concert that I would have liked to have been at, but loved to see on DVD and now on Youtube,http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eAkZyCvlWsg
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
PETA~! AH WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?
PETA dresses in KKK garb outside Westminster Dog Show
http://drudgereport.com/
What is this, the people of PETA think that if you own a pure bread dog you may as well be in the KLU KLUX KLAN? wow, that's harsh! Is that just a little strong, for those who probably might think that the Klan is just about white supreme idiots, and not about animal worshiping, or animal training, or animal showing. If I saw that, in front of any animal show I would have to accuse them of being the kkk. I would say that they are in fact doing the same thing, creating a group of people who are evil in the ways of actively hurting others freedoms, they discriminate against others by actively and grossly exaggerating the facts. Would those animals be able to survive in the wild without the care of humans? Where would they live in the wild? Domesticated animals are apart of the fabric of the Human Spirit, and this is more of an attribute than a detrabute, animals are vital to the lives of people . How is loving your pet, taking care of it and showing it, linked to the terrorism of the kkk?
When you watch the story of Gandhi they demanded that no one buy products that hurt people, his wife said, beauty that causes pain is not worth it. I agree, we should not hurt helpless animals, but helpless people~who is in pain, in this case I would say it was the people the animals have no idea what the kkk is.
I have grown up with the animal activists; I agree with saving the whales and I loved my teacher in fifth grade that taught me how to appreciate them better. I remember when someone in my family gave me a real mink coat, and that taught me , if she would not wear it, what a shameful thing it must have been to just own a real mink coat. My father had this huge raccoon coat, and i used to marvel at how large it really was, it was more of a comical relief rather than a concern for me. I can honestly say, I never have rallied for any animals, but I would definitely be one of the people who would put my boat in the way of a large harpooning ship.
I wrote a book about the first American Panda, and within the pages I weave a consistent thread of knowledge that animals are unable to defend themselves against the threat of the hunter with a gun, who just kills for the sport. It is never a nice thing to see an animal caged in a zoo, unless this animal needed the first aid, and attention to live and now survives well by the care and love of educated people. So when did PETA decide to make humans the enemy? How did we all get on the black list for being supremacists and have to defend our rights to have pets, to eat meat, or to wear leather? When did this start? This will require some research on my part and know that I will be following up on the people of PETA and their ways. I will be provoking some serious questions and debate the rights of people who stomp on other peoples freedoms.
http://drudgereport.com/
What is this, the people of PETA think that if you own a pure bread dog you may as well be in the KLU KLUX KLAN? wow, that's harsh! Is that just a little strong, for those who probably might think that the Klan is just about white supreme idiots, and not about animal worshiping, or animal training, or animal showing. If I saw that, in front of any animal show I would have to accuse them of being the kkk. I would say that they are in fact doing the same thing, creating a group of people who are evil in the ways of actively hurting others freedoms, they discriminate against others by actively and grossly exaggerating the facts. Would those animals be able to survive in the wild without the care of humans? Where would they live in the wild? Domesticated animals are apart of the fabric of the Human Spirit, and this is more of an attribute than a detrabute, animals are vital to the lives of people . How is loving your pet, taking care of it and showing it, linked to the terrorism of the kkk?
When you watch the story of Gandhi they demanded that no one buy products that hurt people, his wife said, beauty that causes pain is not worth it. I agree, we should not hurt helpless animals, but helpless people~who is in pain, in this case I would say it was the people the animals have no idea what the kkk is.
I have grown up with the animal activists; I agree with saving the whales and I loved my teacher in fifth grade that taught me how to appreciate them better. I remember when someone in my family gave me a real mink coat, and that taught me , if she would not wear it, what a shameful thing it must have been to just own a real mink coat. My father had this huge raccoon coat, and i used to marvel at how large it really was, it was more of a comical relief rather than a concern for me. I can honestly say, I never have rallied for any animals, but I would definitely be one of the people who would put my boat in the way of a large harpooning ship.
I wrote a book about the first American Panda, and within the pages I weave a consistent thread of knowledge that animals are unable to defend themselves against the threat of the hunter with a gun, who just kills for the sport. It is never a nice thing to see an animal caged in a zoo, unless this animal needed the first aid, and attention to live and now survives well by the care and love of educated people. So when did PETA decide to make humans the enemy? How did we all get on the black list for being supremacists and have to defend our rights to have pets, to eat meat, or to wear leather? When did this start? This will require some research on my part and know that I will be following up on the people of PETA and their ways. I will be provoking some serious questions and debate the rights of people who stomp on other peoples freedoms.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
what's new?
What is new, no seriously what is NEW?
I also noticed that books would be looked at a lot, even if they were not sold, someone looked at them, and doesnt that make it used? Most of the magazines were not -untouched, and the only thing that was brand brand new, well was the packaged items like boxes of cards, and those were usually of stock photos of things that were really nothing new. I noticed in the catagories of books, that as soon as a book became a best seller, it spawns numerous copy cats or critics will spend money and time to debunk it! (You know we can't copyright ideas, books can have copyrights for photos and titles but not the idea, you have to patten in idea and it has to be something that is so important that it is honored with a patten, names can be trademarked, but the idea is free, like a child of the world, eventualy you give it up once you ( give it) publish it in to the world. )
What is new about a regurgitated book? What is that all about, how can anyone just rewrite the same thing over, but now claim its better because, well they say it is! That is about it! Nothing new there, what is new? I think new is a oxy-moron, why do we even want something brand new anyway? I read a first edition of J.M Barrie's Peter and Wendy, it was on the shelf at a wonderful retreat in Occidental that was over 100 years old. I took it to the caretaker and said do, you know what this is? Its a first edition, it must be worth a fortune! I asked can I borrow this? He said, after some quiet thought, "what good is a book that can't be read?" What a wonderful thing to say! I was allowed to take it home and read it, I practically drank it in, I just emmersed myself into the story and found so many phrases that surprised me !It starts with, this has all happend before and it will all happen again, in the nursury of a child...I loved everyword and chewed on every phrase. J. M. Barrie narrates the original story, and at one point in the book he is commenting on the problems with Captain Hook and his evil ways, he says , " whats up with that?" he said that, I got the biggest laugh out of that! He also said, "Every good mother, cleans out the brains, of their child, like the laundry, its is important to take out the old thoughts and clean them and then get out fresh ones for the morning." This is the teaching of the recycled thought, to use new thoughts with out old head, that what is new is inside, even though the outside remains the same. That book has been recycled so many times, so many ways, and it was the old version that is really the best one, the one we may not even know what it was meant to say--Peter Pan takes the children to "Never Never Land," the place where Children go , to die, that is why they never never come back, and he really missed his mother. But if you missed the old version and only saw the new one, you might have missed out.
Recently my old friend of a computer decided to start screeching, and then it would just flash off and stay in bios mode. You know , it is time for something new when that happens, we love our computers but they just done age like they should! Funny, before I let go of my computer I bought a huge, new, hard drive, 1.5 TB, and saved all my old files, data and well as much as I could before, the old friend went into the garage. I needed something new, to take what was old off my old computer to put on the new computer so that it would be just as good as an old computer! You see, a new computer is not very useful without the old saved files on it, and sadly some of the old programs, that were so easy to use, now they don't work, and those are the ones I miss the most! Why because new things mean, well, its made the old stuff-- not useful!
Now that is frustrating, we cant reuse old files and some programs, because the new ones wont let us! Now that reminds me of a cute movie that came out a few years back, called ROBOTS, and the key phrase was " Why be you, when you could be new?" In that little movie, the premise is, "see a need fill a need," and the characters fight for the right to fix repair and reuse, and save themselves, because big business wants them to toss the old and just buy buy buy new! I find that movie beyond entertainment, its motivational! The Father character, keeps reminding the son, that if he does not follow and keep his dreams, it will only lead to unhappiness, and he encourages his son to do what he believes. The son, must find a way, and when he realizes that its not easy and sometimes people just stand in the way, he went right to the source to find out what went wrong. He finds out, that people do give up, people do feel out moded and old, and it is because we listen to the "NEW and the improved " slogans that we loose our goals, and we often loose our souls. No one can walk in your shoes, and that phrase never gets old for me, because each time you teach one person your story, it is new all over again. Each time you try, you learn that its new again, its not used, or just out dated its just, good and tried and true. What is the difference between what is good and timeless, and what is old and useless? Its just a simple test, can you use it again?
Everything recycles, remember that! Its not that it has to make money, or that it has to become something miraculously beautiful, that is the myth, use it again even once you have recycled. Use it twice and you have now done the miracle, save and sell, make and mend, teach and talk, but remember, everything is used. Nothing is new, its not, it cant be. New is not a word that should be ----used; new is not even in a museum, because even if we are just looking its being used! Somethings just cry out-- use me- i am new to you! Then what, it sits there, or its all used up, sure that happens. That is the box that it comes in, or the package that it was sold in, or the container that held it, and now what? That is not new?> Isn't it? Think about it, its no longer what it was, its now new, because it will need a whole new concept to be used again. What can we do with the things that seeming cant be used again, hmmm, doesnt that bring new thoughts, doesnt that force you to think in new ways? So think in new ways to use old things, reuse packaging? I know we just throw it on the fire, or the garbage.
I have a question, do you put things in the "garbage" that does not turn into dirt? that was a trick question, because this is worse! Do you put things in the garbage that do turn into dirt? Ok I have a compost and all items that turn to dirt go into the dirt, and become the dirt and nurture the fruit and plants in my yard, and the items that go to thrift are sold, and the rest, well the plastics and the wrappers and the bags, they are, not used hardly at all--they are used again, usually. New ideas are always in my mind on what to do with things we recycle, like meat packaging, ( just give up meat?) Milk containers:fill them with water and freeze them, card board packages, anyone got anything new to do with them, because just tossing them away is getting old!!
Got old stuff? I want it--send me photos of your old stuff, I will help you sell it!
see my email-Love and Joy-Liz
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
It's November
I m writing today with a heavy heart, so heavy I dont think I can carry myself away to do anything except write. Living is different for me now that my son, my first son who just turned 18 in June, disconnected from me and the rest of our family on October 9 2008. It has been without a doub, it is the most painful exerience in my entire life. If you knew me you might know what I mean by that, but few of us ever get to know anyone to that extent. But as parents we think our children would know us, know what hurts us, and that is why no one can hurt you like your own child.
Writing is my own way of leting out my pain, my only way to let go, and it stops gushing tears, and wakes me up to my own responsibility to take care of myself. My english doesnt matter, my writing is short and too emotional, I know. I write from this deep source inside me that is begging for relief, pleading to become new again, but my core must look like a deep well of black ink. My insides are not bright and cheery, they ere not blushing with youth and love, and do not focus on the sights that are to be, but for some reason my insides, feel nothing but sheer pain. I cant get past the pain, i go back into the spiral of anguish, over and over, and each time I slide back I feel as if the hole is deeper and more debilitating. I cry out of relief, I cry out in sheer need to release the compression in m chest, but i get no relief from my wallowing, i manage to make myself more useless and even more helpless. I have run out of roads wo walk down, I have been down these before, and I swore I would never ever do this again. I would never let my heart be broken, and I did not anticipate that my own child could do such a thing, I was wrong. There are no laws that protect parents from wrongs of the childhood misgivings. There are laws for parents who abuse kids, and there are jails for those who kill others, but there is no law that can contain the prisoners of love.
never give up, never let go, and always remember-- be careful what you ask for you just may get it.
always
Writing is my own way of leting out my pain, my only way to let go, and it stops gushing tears, and wakes me up to my own responsibility to take care of myself. My english doesnt matter, my writing is short and too emotional, I know. I write from this deep source inside me that is begging for relief, pleading to become new again, but my core must look like a deep well of black ink. My insides are not bright and cheery, they ere not blushing with youth and love, and do not focus on the sights that are to be, but for some reason my insides, feel nothing but sheer pain. I cant get past the pain, i go back into the spiral of anguish, over and over, and each time I slide back I feel as if the hole is deeper and more debilitating. I cry out of relief, I cry out in sheer need to release the compression in m chest, but i get no relief from my wallowing, i manage to make myself more useless and even more helpless. I have run out of roads wo walk down, I have been down these before, and I swore I would never ever do this again. I would never let my heart be broken, and I did not anticipate that my own child could do such a thing, I was wrong. There are no laws that protect parents from wrongs of the childhood misgivings. There are laws for parents who abuse kids, and there are jails for those who kill others, but there is no law that can contain the prisoners of love.
never give up, never let go, and always remember-- be careful what you ask for you just may get it.
always
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Bush's Society of Ownership!!
Gwen Ifill, and PBS:
I am trying to do some research that can make sense of the Candidates and the election of 2008; in this study I wanted to find real articles of exactly what George Bush, said he would do, what he promised and what actually happened. I wanted to do this because its so obvious that we cannot judge by what people say, but really by what they actually do when they have the chance. It seems like we just go so fast to the next guy-we never look back to hold the last person responsible--or own up to it... I read on this web site, that George has been saying he wants to create a society of Ownership, where the government wants to take a step back and let the people take ownership. Gwen interviewed him on this subject and it is posted for all to see. Where in the world did this promise go ? Then he states that we neeed less frivolous law suits, people should be sueing the agents who qualified them for homes they could not afford, and the institutions should be doing the same, where is the ownership on these home loans? He say s this and does another thing, its not that I am trying to find things wrong, I am just trying to see what he said, and whether HE made the promise true.
I want to find out, how many times the Consitution was amended and by whom. I know that the Patriot Act infringes heavily on what our forefathers believed was our most precious asset of this country, our freedom.
If everyone is going to sling mud at the new candidates, I find it only fair we drudge up own own dirt that is soon to be plowed over.
Please, let's bring up the past, lets talk about this, we can not let the new President just be chosen out of pure politics, what is important is seeing what has happened and how WE can change it, we are the people we are the government, it should not be us and them.
Here is part of the Article as it is posted on the PBS website please note that I am not the author- colors represent the different speakings, when and if I get a good responce I will post it here.
DECEMBER 15, 2004
JIM LEHRER: The president's second term economic vision. Gwen Ifill has our look.
GWEN IFILL: During the campaign, President Bush and Vice President Cheney coined a new phrase to describe the economic promise of a second term. They said they would create an "ownership society," one that would lower taxes and shift more of government's burden to individuals.
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: I believe our country can and must become an ownership society. When you own something, you care about it. When you own something, you have a vital stake in the future of your country.
Discussing an ownership society
GWEN IFILL: Now, for some analysis of the president's rosy vision for the nation's economic future. William Spriggs is an economist and senior fellow at the Economic Policy Institute here in Washington. And Brian Wesbury is the chief economist at Griffin, Kubik, Stephens and Thompson, an investment bank in Chicago. He was a member of the opening panel at today's conference.
GWEN IFILL: William Spriggs, let's start with you about the definition of an ownership society. Watching this campaign, and watching what the president has had to say about this, what is your interpretation of that?
WILLIAM SPRIGGS: Well, I think there are some things that we would like to see people have greater ownership of. We certainly want to see home ownership increase in this country. But there are a lot of things that the government does today, which are in place because the market is not a good allocator of resources or because what the government is really doing is serving as an insurer; and in that role the government does best when we include everyone, and that's best done as a government program
GWEN IFILL: Brian Wesbury, what is your definition of ownership society and whether that's a good or a bad thing?
BRIAN WESBURY: Well, I think the ownership society is a very good thing. We have to remember that the more people have a skin in the game, have a stake in society, have assets built up over time, the less difficulty society will have withstanding bad times. And there are lots of different ways that we can do this. The American Dream Down Payment Assistance Act was signed into law of December 2003, and my belief, my take on this act... and just to describe it, it allows people that earn less than 80 percent of the median income in a region, in a city or a locality, to get a government-sponsored down payment, 10 percent of the value of the house -- or $10,000 or 6 percent of the value of the house to help them purchase their first home.
And I believe what this does is it allows the government's spending to be put toward a use that will build assets and build ownership and build personal responsibility over time, rather than having that money being used to say subsidize a rent with no ownership and really no end in sight in many cases. And as a result, when people own assets, they have access to the credit markets. They're more likely to be entrepreneurs. All of this, I think, is a very good thing in the long run.
GWEN IFILL: Let me anticipate something that Mr. Spriggs might say to you, which is that this is the government sloughing off its responsibility on to individuals.
BRIAN WESBURY: Well, the individuals should have the responsibility in the first place. And I think that's point. That government should be there to catch those who fall and can't get up on their own.
And what we've seen is that government, at least in my opinion, over the years, has grown into an enabler that, in fact, includes more people than it really needs to. It tries to help more people than it truly need help. And for example, Social Security or some of the systems we have put in place and Social Security in particular, in my view, because Social Security exists, I think two things happen: Number one: People probably save less during their working lives because they know Social Security will be there in the future. At the same time, those people who do invest also probably are more willing to take risks. In other words, swing from the fences with their investments because they say hey, Social Security will be there
GWEN IFILL: Allowing individuals to invest part of their Social Security savings in private accounts,
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: We must allow younger workers to save some of their own payroll taxes in a personal savings account that earns better interest, a personal savings account they call their own and an account the government cannot take away.
VICE PRESIDENT CHENEY: For four years now, President Bush has pursued an agenda that put a recession behind us and kept the economy strong.
GWEN IFILL: One panel focused on how lower taxes can jumpstart the economy.
PAMELA OLSON: I would add one more thing to that and that is the need for a stable system. A broader base, lower rates and a more neutral system would meet the president's goals which I think are the goals of all of us for a simpler and fairer system that would do a better job of promoting economic growth.
GWEN IFILL: This afternoon, President Bush chose to take part in the session on the issue of legal liability reform, one of the staples of his reelection campaign.
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: One of the things that I talked about was making sure that the environment for risking capital was conducive for job creation. And I tried to say that as plainly as I could. And one, one issue that I talked about to make sure that -- that costs were reasonable, and that the cost of capital was reasonable, was legal reform.
GWEN IFILL: We don't want to really re-debate that issue. We should get back to legal reform --
BRIAN WESBURY: That's my whole point. It's over. The tort reform issue... the whole idea about creating more growth in the economy is that we always need to lower risk and increase rewards in the economy and that's the way you encourage more entrepreneurial activity. That's what makes the United States so great. America is the strongest economy in the world -- we are technology leaders.
And to lower risk and raise rewards you have to attack a number of things. Number one: Taxes are a punishment to those who are successful very often. So what we have to do is move to lower after tax - or, excuse me higher after tax returns. And I think that's what the tax cut last year did. We need to lower risks for investors, part of that is fighting the war on terror and making the world a safer place. But another part of that is reforming the tort system, the litigious society we have because there are so many risks to businesses in this country coming from the legal sector, which raises costs and lowers returns and I think that becomes an important part of making sure this economy stays strong for the long run.
GWEN IFILL: Mr. Spriggs, you have a chance to reform to that question about legal reform.
WILLIAM SPRIGGS: Well, I would say this, that we have set up a system in which litigation plays a role in correcting bad behavior for businesses because the cost of their errors are not borne by the company itself. So if you think of tobacco and what damage that did to our economy in terms of needless people-- needless numbers of people dying from tuberculosis, from lung cancer, et cetera.
So if you think about that and then look at the recent withdrawal of an arthritis pain reliever, because the company understood that they were going to face litigation, meaning that we wouldn't have needless doubts in that case, but tax reform has to be fair. We heard that word before about making it fairer. The economy has worked the way the economy wanted it and that is that the returns of all of the growth in the economy has been to capital income, not to American workers. To shift the tax burden further on to the American worker means that we are putting even more burden on the American worker.
GWEN IFILL: OK. William Spriggs and Brian Wesbury, thank you both very much.
BRIAN WESBURY: Thank you, Gwen.
Coming soon-- a blog that will give the republican side to each of these and more questions we all have, but are too silent and scared to ask.
I am trying to do some research that can make sense of the Candidates and the election of 2008; in this study I wanted to find real articles of exactly what George Bush, said he would do, what he promised and what actually happened. I wanted to do this because its so obvious that we cannot judge by what people say, but really by what they actually do when they have the chance. It seems like we just go so fast to the next guy-we never look back to hold the last person responsible--or own up to it... I read on this web site, that George has been saying he wants to create a society of Ownership, where the government wants to take a step back and let the people take ownership. Gwen interviewed him on this subject and it is posted for all to see. Where in the world did this promise go ? Then he states that we neeed less frivolous law suits, people should be sueing the agents who qualified them for homes they could not afford, and the institutions should be doing the same, where is the ownership on these home loans? He say s this and does another thing, its not that I am trying to find things wrong, I am just trying to see what he said, and whether HE made the promise true.
I want to find out, how many times the Consitution was amended and by whom. I know that the Patriot Act infringes heavily on what our forefathers believed was our most precious asset of this country, our freedom.
If everyone is going to sling mud at the new candidates, I find it only fair we drudge up own own dirt that is soon to be plowed over.
Please, let's bring up the past, lets talk about this, we can not let the new President just be chosen out of pure politics, what is important is seeing what has happened and how WE can change it, we are the people we are the government, it should not be us and them.
Here is part of the Article as it is posted on the PBS website please note that I am not the author- colors represent the different speakings, when and if I get a good responce I will post it here.
DECEMBER 15, 2004
JIM LEHRER: The president's second term economic vision. Gwen Ifill has our look.
GWEN IFILL: During the campaign, President Bush and Vice President Cheney coined a new phrase to describe the economic promise of a second term. They said they would create an "ownership society," one that would lower taxes and shift more of government's burden to individuals.
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: I believe our country can and must become an ownership society. When you own something, you care about it. When you own something, you have a vital stake in the future of your country.
Discussing an ownership society
GWEN IFILL: Now, for some analysis of the president's rosy vision for the nation's economic future. William Spriggs is an economist and senior fellow at the Economic Policy Institute here in Washington. And Brian Wesbury is the chief economist at Griffin, Kubik, Stephens and Thompson, an investment bank in Chicago. He was a member of the opening panel at today's conference.
GWEN IFILL: William Spriggs, let's start with you about the definition of an ownership society. Watching this campaign, and watching what the president has had to say about this, what is your interpretation of that?
WILLIAM SPRIGGS: Well, I think there are some things that we would like to see people have greater ownership of. We certainly want to see home ownership increase in this country. But there are a lot of things that the government does today, which are in place because the market is not a good allocator of resources or because what the government is really doing is serving as an insurer; and in that role the government does best when we include everyone, and that's best done as a government program
GWEN IFILL: Brian Wesbury, what is your definition of ownership society and whether that's a good or a bad thing?
BRIAN WESBURY: Well, I think the ownership society is a very good thing. We have to remember that the more people have a skin in the game, have a stake in society, have assets built up over time, the less difficulty society will have withstanding bad times. And there are lots of different ways that we can do this. The American Dream Down Payment Assistance Act was signed into law of December 2003, and my belief, my take on this act... and just to describe it, it allows people that earn less than 80 percent of the median income in a region, in a city or a locality, to get a government-sponsored down payment, 10 percent of the value of the house -- or $10,000 or 6 percent of the value of the house to help them purchase their first home.
And I believe what this does is it allows the government's spending to be put toward a use that will build assets and build ownership and build personal responsibility over time, rather than having that money being used to say subsidize a rent with no ownership and really no end in sight in many cases. And as a result, when people own assets, they have access to the credit markets. They're more likely to be entrepreneurs. All of this, I think, is a very good thing in the long run.
GWEN IFILL: Let me anticipate something that Mr. Spriggs might say to you, which is that this is the government sloughing off its responsibility on to individuals.
BRIAN WESBURY: Well, the individuals should have the responsibility in the first place. And I think that's point. That government should be there to catch those who fall and can't get up on their own.
And what we've seen is that government, at least in my opinion, over the years, has grown into an enabler that, in fact, includes more people than it really needs to. It tries to help more people than it truly need help. And for example, Social Security or some of the systems we have put in place and Social Security in particular, in my view, because Social Security exists, I think two things happen: Number one: People probably save less during their working lives because they know Social Security will be there in the future. At the same time, those people who do invest also probably are more willing to take risks. In other words, swing from the fences with their investments because they say hey, Social Security will be there
GWEN IFILL: Allowing individuals to invest part of their Social Security savings in private accounts,
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: We must allow younger workers to save some of their own payroll taxes in a personal savings account that earns better interest, a personal savings account they call their own and an account the government cannot take away.
VICE PRESIDENT CHENEY: For four years now, President Bush has pursued an agenda that put a recession behind us and kept the economy strong.
GWEN IFILL: One panel focused on how lower taxes can jumpstart the economy.
PAMELA OLSON: I would add one more thing to that and that is the need for a stable system. A broader base, lower rates and a more neutral system would meet the president's goals which I think are the goals of all of us for a simpler and fairer system that would do a better job of promoting economic growth.
GWEN IFILL: This afternoon, President Bush chose to take part in the session on the issue of legal liability reform, one of the staples of his reelection campaign.
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH: One of the things that I talked about was making sure that the environment for risking capital was conducive for job creation. And I tried to say that as plainly as I could. And one, one issue that I talked about to make sure that -- that costs were reasonable, and that the cost of capital was reasonable, was legal reform.
GWEN IFILL: We don't want to really re-debate that issue. We should get back to legal reform --
BRIAN WESBURY: That's my whole point. It's over. The tort reform issue... the whole idea about creating more growth in the economy is that we always need to lower risk and increase rewards in the economy and that's the way you encourage more entrepreneurial activity. That's what makes the United States so great. America is the strongest economy in the world -- we are technology leaders.
And to lower risk and raise rewards you have to attack a number of things. Number one: Taxes are a punishment to those who are successful very often. So what we have to do is move to lower after tax - or, excuse me higher after tax returns. And I think that's what the tax cut last year did. We need to lower risks for investors, part of that is fighting the war on terror and making the world a safer place. But another part of that is reforming the tort system, the litigious society we have because there are so many risks to businesses in this country coming from the legal sector, which raises costs and lowers returns and I think that becomes an important part of making sure this economy stays strong for the long run.
GWEN IFILL: Mr. Spriggs, you have a chance to reform to that question about legal reform.
WILLIAM SPRIGGS: Well, I would say this, that we have set up a system in which litigation plays a role in correcting bad behavior for businesses because the cost of their errors are not borne by the company itself. So if you think of tobacco and what damage that did to our economy in terms of needless people-- needless numbers of people dying from tuberculosis, from lung cancer, et cetera.
So if you think about that and then look at the recent withdrawal of an arthritis pain reliever, because the company understood that they were going to face litigation, meaning that we wouldn't have needless doubts in that case, but tax reform has to be fair. We heard that word before about making it fairer. The economy has worked the way the economy wanted it and that is that the returns of all of the growth in the economy has been to capital income, not to American workers. To shift the tax burden further on to the American worker means that we are putting even more burden on the American worker.
GWEN IFILL: OK. William Spriggs and Brian Wesbury, thank you both very much.
BRIAN WESBURY: Thank you, Gwen.
Coming soon-- a blog that will give the republican side to each of these and more questions we all have, but are too silent and scared to ask.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
It is still a beautiful world.
I would like to start with a quote that has earned its place in world of great leaders: Change your mind, and you can change your life;By Norman Vincent Peale.
If it was always this easy, we'd know all the answers. I do like to surround myself with the most creative, and artistically inclined people, not the quiet or the meek, once you have seen the enthusiasm of a child, you know what I mean. What life there is in the youth, what spark is created in this faithful time, and even though most would say, its not mature, its not calm, it is however humble, the right place to be for this time. I wont be publishing my lifes goals, or my seminar of successful living, or my brags. It is my focus to become more open, to hone talents and the gifts we all can offer, and to ask for the open hearted experiences to be shared from those I know will leave me the matter of fact opinions that will support this artistic life adventure I have been on for many years.
One more quote for the day, just to keep in mind: There is only one success, to be able to spend your life, in your own way;By Christopher Morley. With that, I know I will not always be under the thumb of doubt and worry of the economy and politics. It is still a beautiful world.
If it was always this easy, we'd know all the answers. I do like to surround myself with the most creative, and artistically inclined people, not the quiet or the meek, once you have seen the enthusiasm of a child, you know what I mean. What life there is in the youth, what spark is created in this faithful time, and even though most would say, its not mature, its not calm, it is however humble, the right place to be for this time. I wont be publishing my lifes goals, or my seminar of successful living, or my brags. It is my focus to become more open, to hone talents and the gifts we all can offer, and to ask for the open hearted experiences to be shared from those I know will leave me the matter of fact opinions that will support this artistic life adventure I have been on for many years.
One more quote for the day, just to keep in mind: There is only one success, to be able to spend your life, in your own way;By Christopher Morley. With that, I know I will not always be under the thumb of doubt and worry of the economy and politics. It is still a beautiful world.
Monday, December 31, 2007
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Please be too tired to calm down.
Terry pushed into bed to ask what.
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Words sounded as hard to sit down. Down his name is there. Instead he decided not much. However he wondered where are you remember.
Please be able to check with.
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Felt like brian came running water then. Woman with emily had once. Emily to pay attention and started down.
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Please be able to check with.
V¾2áÁuC L Ι Є Ќ Ң Ē Ŕ ȆJ4ÉWell enough to sound like that.
Felt like brian came running water then. Woman with emily had once. Emily to pay attention and started down.
Nothing more than he knew.
Brian would never had happened.
Hall saw them for dinner. Coat and lizzie said nothing more.
Brian would never had happened.
Hall saw them for dinner. Coat and lizzie said nothing more.
Wednesday, January 23, 2002
Nona K. Salisbury wants some INTIMATE CONTACT
_________________________________________________________________________Upon hearing this woman at school. Related the men had been.
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lPµDIo⇓—C 810ÝwMsH9aÌ4Lfn7×⁄±tH¯úÿ g™îtKjÜ∂oOn2³ Γ7L0sR¤X4hµJœÒa®WeWrbìsOeA¡mê 3DDjs42MΜo∧£èVmbIt1e3Ï⇔å jAÏÖhiÄkÈoá0Qt0Aá1 Bsl7p3¨1mh95yτo548QtAIeEoç8³µs±èQÕ ¨5vℵwäÁDtiª¹ßetF6»Ch⇒®Ýτ çJŒ1yTþwxo4RaHu8ð6ç,√µ82 uc0ðb6Ã2γaΧ°07bΑíςøeaöûê!Grandma and chuck had been living room. Where it was still in tears
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⟨fhsRequested charlie told you might be late
s⊥ÝψAdam looked like this place. Something else in tears and mom said
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182ˆApologized adam getting married and wondered charlie.
Mae as much the house. Pressed adam opened his seat.
Nono_________________________________________________________________________
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Continued the girl was any questions.
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ð˜î5Hello to call the most of people
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lPµDIo⇓—C 810ÝwMsH9aÌ4Lfn7×⁄±tH¯úÿ g™îtKjÜ∂oOn2³ Γ7L0sR¤X4hµJœÒa®WeWrbìsOeA¡mê 3DDjs42MΜo∧£èVmbIt1e3Ï⇔å jAÏÖhiÄkÈoá0Qt0Aá1 Bsl7p3¨1mh95yτo548QtAIeEoç8³µs±èQÕ ¨5vℵwäÁDtiª¹ßetF6»Ch⇒®Ýτ çJŒ1yTþwxo4RaHu8ð6ç,√µ82 uc0ðb6Ã2γaΧ°07bΑíςøeaöûê!Grandma and chuck had been living room. Where it was still in tears
sR¼dGA93foFj½4t«ø1¸ ¾Εp9bY7⇐yiW2LΜg9ΤM0 ±HH’bD2QhoKg5Õoc6R÷bÃ524sä8m8,V8MH 7VLna1ÛpsnF3߶dMÈN5 c7ÉZaY¥♦c ƒÿgηbrÂ9ûiF7AYgÀΖAë ÷3µobí7dXuRa4Htf¦¯ϒtFó0d...ÔZÛ MúζBaëDΘ¹n¡e³édŒ413 Fdj«krq4qn−W0Zo‹Y⊆GwμîVΟ Ø74khe«¶yo6tΞ2wá¶gö ZÐj0tN2∫îo5²5H MΒHúu94Υ6sfa0Ye€2qY 7⇓h7tzÉΕGhMïqØe46æβmι1bη MmhM:Ô0°ø)Jet landed on her work. Continued to school was watching her father
⟨fhsRequested charlie told you might be late
s⊥ÝψAdam looked like this place. Something else in tears and mom said
®I2kCTΑB«lu5©éiF↵−Üc9Eο⟩kv66f ÈÍ↑8bÆHñ5e4Ë″4lÐwüpló&ÖLo0YJϒwin4F PλOötºiQCo1j02 ëè31v±²ß®iù0CDeXF∩λw³c∪« 0yíym71rfy4›tψ ↔Cgê(ZfUZ9ÁiθB)Wz2‡ ¯zy4pagÖjr©QTÀi¡KFivN35ca099gt9KªoeSs46 ¥»õ9p∈Ë∗ℵh“dïOoh¢GMtμiVυo4LU1s1îLÂ:Whispered to live with this
Which is too late to put this.
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Admitted charlie shaking his seat. Hesitated mae as though he chuckled adam.
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9ݹtMike and quickly pulled away.
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Inquired the window and many people. Sighed the house is everything. Maybe even so hard on our engagement.
182ˆApologized adam getting married and wondered charlie.
Mae as much the house. Pressed adam opened his seat.
Nono_________________________________________________________________________
⋅P2ç½æ1sR e m o v eKMRtnët9Ïc5o1½CΡ ∉¿AXaygÕmvzi7Ïo9ÛdÈi9TLEdCÉåP u9t0føxc¸u6Û56tåmÔzu1Qì1rZxL´e′A7> 5°Vlc439eoKÃKÏn↵Á3PtPjÕ”aF8GiccÔ¨ZtGreeted vera looked forward in twin yucca. What happened to answer questions about
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