HEY~thanks for watching :)

Just a quick note to say thanks for watching those silly movies, I know they are long. The nectarine,"Attack of the Jelly Lady " movie was something that I intended to be a gift, but I was not happy with the actress portraying me in the kitchen, that was just not the real me, I would never be so bossy! Ashley's actor was great, except she got the hair all wrong, considering the damage blue does to your hair, I guess that was just too much of a stretch. The movie also seems to be missing a final ending, but my camera man was also tired of the actress' and the story. We always love to watch, "The Bunny" those tiny kids, the sweet Easter day, you can just feel the warmth of the day, and a killer bunny? We always love, "I have to squish!" Recently, I realized that most people who don't know much about Christianity, think that Christmas is our biggest and most favorite Holiday, that gifts and big sumptuous dinners are considered the best day for us, but really, if you know us, its Easter. Easter is the day that we all live for, it is the true meaning, the whole enchilada, and its the tomb, that was empty. The great day, comes after 40 days of darkness, of wandering in the wilderness,being tempted by all that is evil, and Ash Wednesday starts it, fat Tuesday precedes it!

I came too my first home Church through Ash Wednesday, through Lent, and the ways of the repentant Christian life, from one family that was the good Samaritan for me, I was on the path, they lifted me up. I am still very glad it was the University St., Berkeley Lutheran Church, but no matter what it was the start of a path that brought me to higher learning and a better faith in the God; He is the Highest and greatest love of all, and He, Father, Son and Holy Ghost,loves us. All of us, even those who feel less worth, of love. If you notice, my life is not the great in things, but it is greater in the heart, I need my family and that includes my Church family. For the next 40 days, I plan to give up the one thing that I think will change my reflection, alcohol. Sounds easy, sure, but it will change me, and my reflection. May you find Joy on your path, and in these next 40 days, hold on, don't give up-- you are not alone, pray, or just write~~ I am listening.