It was important to me to write a little note after the shootings today. I learned 17 years ago-
and yes that does feel like it was yesterday...  I see events before they happen, and often I see the vision in a dream. 17 years ago...I dreamed about a mass death due to a man that blew up a government building, he was an American, and he killed children to make his point.
When I saw this happen it was of course horrible and frightening but when it was over I heard these words.
People will do worse things than I will ever do to you. God said- I am not doing this to you.

Keep your eyes on me 

don't focus on the bad it is what the killer wants--

I was saddened that God didn't stop it, and showed it to me the night before. WHY? On that day I am not sure, but I was sure that there would be more of the same to come. And it sure has.

I cant say that I knew this would happen today, I can say, that I felt the pain of it today- and with that I mean the anger lesson.   I felt it deep in my soul today it disturbed the whole-soft & fuzzy feeling we were getting from the season, but my pain was directly from my own source, my own child.  He was the same face of pain and hate today and it sure brought me full circle.

He is letting in and focusing so much on what is bad that it just- destroys the humans spirit!

No one wants to admit the inner demons that kill us, but maybe now we can.  It's time to speak of love and better things to come.  I will never give up hope, Christmas is still coming, so is the new YEAR!

Blessings
of LIFE